These years with overweight I have only worn very loose large tops and now I feel I am totally "allergic" to these kinds of clothes even and it really doesn´t make me feel good at all to have to put something like that on anymore.But until I can afford to renew my wardrobe more I guess I have too, and even until I feel I am where I want to be. However I am getting there and when is not important.
I decided when I started I would not even weigh myself or put unrealistic goals time wise. Still what I have accomplished is beyond anything I could ever imagine. And just by eating this incredibly healthy way I have been doing over the last 18 months, and never cheating on myself. It is all here in my blog how I have proceeded from the beginning. It has been an amazing journey and I have learnt so much myself even.
I did buy a few new outfits this year and even here I can see the progress when I put them on, waiting for them to feel good to wear really. Now I think I have to stop comparing pictures from the time I was overweight and how I am now. And I will start more to find pictures from the past to see how I get closer and closer to where I want to be, like the one on the top here today. These are 21 years apart. Still I can now see a younger and older version of myself, not two totally different people. And that is a good feeling. Inside I never had problems recognizing myself, but outwardly I had. This gives some peace and harmony in the midst of troubles of life, believe it or not.
